Mushy Gushy

I grew up thinking love was a fallacy.

Love was something that was made up like Santa Claus, the Easter bunny, or Daylight savings time just to waste my time.

"I wasn't going to do that fake stuff called love because I was going to go to school and be smart one day" I thought

Yet here we are, me and Ross, (living together in sin and so much in love) and I was proven the fool.

The things I've learned about love

by Marisela C.

Same Day

I didn't know that love meant you would take care of me. You take care of the dishes and the shampoo, and my bike.

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I didn't know that love would be so funny and that we would stay up until 3 am watching cat videos and you telling me stories about when you were a kid.

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I didn't know love would mean you would by me booze!

no- I didn't know love would mean you would make sure I had fun for once.

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I didn't know love meant you were it it. Even when being in it means biking home in the rain at two am with a broken flip flop. I didn't know that love would mean you trying to save my flip flop and I probably shouldn't have thrown it away.

Same Day

If you have been following for awhile- then you've been able to see this all happen and thank goodness for that because then I have other people to ask and make sure that this is real- that I'm not dreaming and that it's all really happened.

if not- you can see it happen from

here, here, here, here, here, here, to here

Hey Ross- I love you.

Thank You

Do you like my super melodramatic moment? I'm sorry I posted the most vague and silly post and then disabled comments but right then and there it felt like the world was starting to crumble in on me. Blogs are meant to be honest, raw and real...or at least that is how I want mine to be.

Thank you to the comments, emails, text and inquiries...turns out I was okay...

short story...I got in trouble with the law...had to fess up to the parents and low and behold they laughed and told me it was all a part of growing up.

I should give 'em more credit.

I also realized that I can make myself sick with anxiety and worry which is not good. You know what is good? Having someone who cares about you so much that they know just when to swoop in and say the right things and hug just the right way.

Thank you Ross for being more than I could have ever wished for making me the luckiest girl.

I'm okay...and as I calm myself down and look at the love I have I'm gonna be just fine =)