Smile?

"Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking

Where there are clouds in the sky

you'll get by"

please oh please tell me I'll be okay.

because right now I'm not.

I'm just wondering how I could be so stupid.

I'm so sorry..

Killed It!

Me and Ross were going to go out Saturday Night (he has been planning this secret project, but alas the stars were not aligned so we nixed the idea) but we stayed in and had an epic night in instead.

We both love Betty White (honestly who doesn't) and she seriously killed it on SNL.

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We started the night with some take-out sushi

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a couple of bottles of wine

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watched Dr. Strangelove (that movie is hilarious! We were cracking up so hard)

and then seeing this lovely lady along with a gripload of former SNL cast members on SNL's Mother's Day show.

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Sadly though I don't quite remember the whole episode. I think we may have had too much wine and we both might have had a night like this...

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at least I wasn't the only one this time.

Here is to my last day of finals and getting everything finished up today! Here is also to tylenol and bottles of water and sliced bread...you guys saved my bum yesterday!

Happy Monday!

some things I've learned

Education doesn't just happen in the classroom.

Here are some things I learned this weekend.

#1

That if I get dolled up Mr. Better-Than-Prince-Charming will dress up too and take me out.

#2

Giving a night time tour of ASU can be more fun that Disneyland and that Old Main is beautiful day of night.

#3

The elliptical not only is good for exercise but improves your cardio so much that when you have to run for the light rail you're the first one there.

#4

Even if it is Arizona check, double check, and triple check that the pool isn't freezing if it's 1AM. Shit it felt like jumping into ice water.

#5

A hot shower will cure anything. Especially when there's someone else who can get your back.

Happy Monday everyone! This is post number 100 and I have made it to 53 followers so expect to hear from me everyday this week and for my first giveaway this Friday.

Tu, Solo Tu

The best word I could use to describe my saturday afternoon picnic is vibrant.

I wrote it on my twitter one day of just how vibrant works.

"hmm...that sounded good 'life is vibrant when I'm with him' I'll have to remember that and tell him in the future if it lasts"

The sun shone like I've never seen it shine before. Food has never tasted that good. The wind felt like it was hugging me and playing with my hair. The birds were singing. My nose was loving the smell of the water. The flowers. of him.

part of me wants to build up my wall higher and stronger so I feel safe and know I won't get hurt..

another part of me sees how incredible this all is and wants to let go and let loose and let the way he makes me feel overcome me, overpower me, and wash me in waves of happiness.

at this point... how simply perfect this weekend was is telling me it will be worth it if I get my heart broken in the end...

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn

is to love and be loved in return"

right?

here is to taking chances...

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but let me let you in on reality. This is my life right?? so that means it's not sunshine and cupcakes, Disney movies all the time k?? I have to be my stupid, clumsy, mess-it-up self! Saturday afternoon was a dream but my idiot self yet again thought I was Russian and I may have reenacted this photo...

in his bathroom...

yeah I die thinking about the embarrassment

but he rubbed my back, brought me water and aspirin and played his guitar for me after too...

so if that doesn't yell keeper I don't know what does...

Thank you for the great suggestions for my picnic...it really was perfect but I'm thinking now that I could have gone in pjs and with pop tarts and it still would have been vibrant.

I hope you all had a lovely weekend and here is to one week before spring break!

NYE Recap..

So three days later and I an finally going through the pictures of this crazy night..

It all started at my sister's place where, if you can just look at my excited face, we're getting ready to drink. Now as I've said before nye is just about the one night a year I drink- I'm a blue moon drinker (ie. I drink like once in a blue moon...)

and guess what December 31st, 2009 was?? yepp you go it the 13th full moon in the year 2009- which means, uhh huh, a blue moon...

so this mean I have to drink extra right???!?!

NO...omg just say no...

me and my sister before getting trashed

before the debauchery started though I was trying to rock my ooffa curls...I think I get a B+ for effort

This is where the picture starts getting fuzzy...no one, and I mean no one ever needs this many jello shots...

so many jello shots and my dumb ass wanted them all

"get in my belly"

but a drunken stupor does get you in a creative mind frame. We ended up finding a whole bunch of cool stuff upstairs

oh and kids? don't smoke- it'll kill you!

see this picture?? I don't even remember taking this picture...shot glass? yeah I don't do shot glasses? why? because I don't do shots! wtf?? I'm am almost positive that about 14 minutes after this picture I started blowing chunks...yeah miss partyallnightbecauseIdrinklikeafishonNYE puked...

I've been told I puke like a lady though..

hope everyone had an amazing New Years... does anyone have plans for next year because you can join me in my totally alcohol free Harry Potter marathon...

it will be fantastic... costumes optional*