Monday, March 8, 2010

Tu, Solo Tu



The best word I could use to describe my saturday afternoon picnic is vibrant.

I wrote it on my twitter one day of just how vibrant works.

"hmm...that sounded good 'life is vibrant when I'm with him' I'll have to remember that and tell him in the future if it lasts"

The sun shone like I've never seen it shine before. Food has never tasted that good. The wind felt like it was hugging me and playing with my hair. The birds were singing. My nose was loving the smell of the water. The flowers. of him.

part of me wants to build up my wall higher and stronger so I feel safe and know I won't get hurt..

another part of me sees how incredible this all is and wants to let go and let loose and let the way he makes me feel overcome me, overpower me, and wash me in waves of happiness.

at this point... how simply perfect this weekend was is telling me it will be worth it if I get my heart broken in the end...

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is to love and be loved in return"
right?

here is to taking chances...


but let me let you in on reality. This is my life right?? so that means it's not sunshine and cupcakes, Disney movies all the time k?? I have to be my stupid, clumsy, mess-it-up self! Saturday afternoon was a dream but my idiot self yet again thought I was Russian and I may have reenacted this photo...

in his bathroom...
yeah I die thinking about the embarrassment

but he rubbed my back, brought me water and aspirin and played his guitar for me after too...
so if that doesn't yell keeper I don't know what does...

Thank you for the great suggestions for my picnic...it really was perfect but I'm thinking now that I could have gone in pjs and with pop tarts and it still would have been vibrant.

I hope you all had a lovely weekend and here is to one week before spring break!

6 comments:

Miss Caitlin S. said...

Very cute! At first I was going to say it sounds like a Disney movie, yay! Then you were like it wasn't Disney... hah :) Well I'm glad it was "vibrant" even though you had the unfortunate task of being sick as well :( New relationships are so fun... just enjoy.

brittany said...

1. i think you should write a book.

2. i want to see a pic of your loverboy!

3. i absolutely adore you.

4. bahahah. i'm sorry but that is totally a brittany move drinking too much. hilarious! and don't be too mortified, just think, in a couple weeks/months/years it will be such a funny story you share. :)

5. one more freaking week!!! any fun plans?

Misty Dunny said...

Ummm I love the word vibrant, and I absolutely adore you :)

Summer {Bisfor...} said...

oh honey, next time i want to be there to hold your hair.

and ps - i love this post and pss - love you too.

Rasha said...

So sorry about that but so cute that he rubbed your back. I wub you..

how do you know misty?! so weird.

Kara said...

Oh my god that is way too hilarious. If he did all those sweet things, KEEP HIM. Nice ones don't come around often.